Jesi's Site

Regret flows from the depths of my soul
With the strength of a flood
I have held these gates shut for too long
And though tormenting, they should not be stopped.

The thought of your anguish
Even as I write to you now
Stops my heart cold
As well it should

What I see in front of me
Is a painting of our love
Its most thoughtful brushstrokes
Mottled by hurried abstraction and inattention

A person who had not seen this masterpiece created
Might think it to be refuse and pass it by unknowingly
Letting be obscured the deep beauty of its many scenes
By layers of the tarnish of mistreatment

But as the painter
I see beyond the dark smears
To recall the hours that I attended to the details
And wonder how I could let it become so discolored

The painting that took me my life to create
Has lost its divinity in my careless treatment
And even if I were to refine it
I fear you would always see it as it is today

So today I paint a new masterpiece
One inspired by the muse of respect
A work that you can love through our old age
One that you will look to each day for inspiration

This one will take some time
As I want my brushstrokes to be carefully placed
I need to move steadily to ensure that this time,
My art represents my dream

This is my opus
Don't judge me on my past works
As I have never before had so much skill and inspiration
And never before have I wanted to please you as I do today

With you as my Love as my Heart
I will paint for you a lifetime
A portrait of devotion and friendship
A panorama of passion and admiration

All I ask is that you gaze upon it with an open heart
And you shall unquestionably love me again

Your Boy Ray The Great, Kiss Kiss Shawty...;)

Checking in.

Reflections of a Beautiful Morning

The sun rises above the hillcrest,
As does the joy of my heart;
Rays of warmth and love,
From her I will never depart.

Fresh dew upon the grass,
Young birds chirp in their nests;
I watch her gently sleep,
My love to her I silently profess.

I enjoy the stillness and calm,
Watching as she smiles and dreams;
She brings me to stillness and peace,
Like that of a slow flowing stream.

My heart and soul flow with love,
And I smile as I quietly reflect;
I’ve been handed a sweet princess,
A sweet princess to love and to protect.

A vow to myself I make,
As she quietly sleeps away;
To love and always cherish her,
Until my last breath... until my last day.

Your Boy Ray The Great Kiss Kiss Shawty

Just got back from Jamaica. Had a great time time. I just started to blog about my trip with photos. Look foward to hearing from you soon!!!

Just popped in to say HI - forgot about the HTML thing

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No worries I figured it out

hey I posted the link..apparently its an Dept, of Agriculture Study and also it sites Kay Hutchins saying she wants to freeze current ethanol production to todays 9 billion gal. not the 15 mandated by congress by 2015

Hi Jesi, Hope that you are having a great weekend!

Hey doll, miss ya

Good morning dear friend. Thanks for looking at the photos...
I so hate the idea but people kept asking. You remain my
idol with your amazing intellect and depth of experience
in such a short life span . You have a huge future ahead of
you. xxxx